I used to opt for 'happily ever after' for my future. I was so convinced that it does exist and will happen if we never stop believing in it and doesn't stop to make it happen. I had been working so hard to ensure that it can happen one day. It just need a nudge and cooperation between each other and in a relationship. Everything will be just fine if both of the party work together to make it happen. It seemed to be impossible, but it is not. It is all about what we think of it. I always makes thing happen when I want it to happen. It always works. But I supposed when it need 2 person to work for the same thing, its different. It just become harder than it should. When one person believed and have faith on it, but the other doesn't and doubt it totally, things will never happen. I used to believed that I could make this work on my own, or at least make the other person to be on the same path. I never give up. But lately, it just doesn't matter anymore. I seemed to not care of whether it will happen or when it will happen. So called trying to give time to the other person. Which eventually makes my mind changed on the concept that I used to believed in. I almost thought that I had it all working, but technically, it wasn't working. It took so long that the day had finally came where I lose and gave it all up.
I was wrong to think that 'happy ever after' does exist, because it doesn't.
It just... doesn't.
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