"I CHERISH MY FRIENDS WHEN I CALLED ONE 'A FRIEND'. AND I HAVE THEIR BACK FOR THOSE WHO ARE NEAR ME.
THOSE THAT I HELD AS A FRIEND, THEY WILL NOT ONLY BE A FRIEND, BUT THEY ARE A FAMILY."

Friday, August 12, 2016

Worried

I felt like things I've dreamt of so many times before repeatedly will somehow becoming real. I'm scared right now and I don't know how to overcome if it happens for real. And I don't know what to do or how should I try to make it unreal. I'm really starting to feel alone and left out. I were really scared whenever I dreamt of it before. And the dreams always repeat itself in so many ways but given the same meaning. I cried everytime I dream of it. If it became real, I don't know what will happen. I can't loose it. I really can't. I don't know how I can live if I lost it. Oh God, please help me.