"I CHERISH MY FRIENDS WHEN I CALLED ONE 'A FRIEND'. AND I HAVE THEIR BACK FOR THOSE WHO ARE NEAR ME.
THOSE THAT I HELD AS A FRIEND, THEY WILL NOT ONLY BE A FRIEND, BUT THEY ARE A FAMILY."

Thursday, December 03, 2009

Sunday, November 08, 2009

I LOVE YOU.


I may have done things that I shouldn't have.
But I regret of doing it.

I didn't mean to hurt his feelings, nor cheated on him.
I have issues and I lost control and didn't think before I did things.
But nothing happened, as I love him more than anything.

I'm sorry that it hurt you. I do. Really.
I've make mistakes and I wish you forgive me.
As I promise that will never ever hurt you ever again.
You are all that I can think of everyday.

It hurts me when you got hurt because of me.

Sorry.
And I love you.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

To Dumb Ass Named FF...

I've got a news... and it's a good one...
Just to summarize everything..... She's FINALLY out of the picture.... and I'm glad of it...
That stupid idiot ugly disgusting dumb ass is finally out of the picture... hate her all the time...

And a message for her...

"hey dumb ass....u have a bf already.... so get off mine!!! who u tink u r?! u'r not that beautiful in case u haven't notice that....
don't think that you can get all d guys that u wanted! .... thank god that i didn't see u in clge, or u'r so DEAD... my bf is NOT ur darling.... so screw u!!"

Monday, October 26, 2009

12 Years & Still Going



I was going through an album of my bff birthday celebration with her bf & future sister-in-law. Yes, future sister-in-law, as I expected my bff to get married to her bf. Anyway, I realize that she was actually happy being with her bf just as what I am experiencing with my own bf.

I remembered that she once said, we have some sort of connection in our relationship experience. We had like same experiences coming back-to-back. When she got hers, then, I got mine. When I got mine, she had hers too. She got into a relationship, which later I have a bf of my own too. Then I had a breakup, not so long after, she had hers. And whatever that we experiencing within the relationship cycle, it is almost similar.

And I can still remember, some people thought that we are sisters because they say we almost look alike. But that was 6 years ago, and I don’t know if people still thinks the same way.

We even get ourselves into a huge unacceptable fight 5 years back because of relationship which I am not going to talk about it, and just let the bad memories goes by. However, whatever that has happened between us no matter how bad it is, it could never break our friendship and we always be best friends.

And now, she happily had a wonderful long-lasting relationship with her bf. I had the same thing with mine. And could not imagine of having this relationship to break. So I’ve seen the same in her relationship.

It’s weird and is unbelievable, but its true and it happened. We know so, because we’ve been through it.

He Caught My Heart

Last night I watched Sex and The City on HBO. And yeah, it is a nice movie. Btw, as I’m watching it, I was also on the phone - SMSing my bf. When the movie came to an end, I text my bf to end the conversation so both of us could go to bed. Then, when Mr. Big purposed to Carrie Bradshaw, and said, “Carrie Bradshaq, the love of my life…” and yada yada yada I can’t recall the rest of the words, but yeah, that’s what I caught he said…a few seconds later, a text reached my mobile, reads “Nurul Asyikin, love of my life. I love u so much”. And of course the text came from my bf. The text make me realized that my bf was also watching the same movie while I was watching them, then, the simple text gave the sweet romantic feeling for that moment to my heart. My bf is full of surprises in his own way and he don’t even realize it. But, he caught my heart. And I love him for that.

Danial, My 1st Nephew


He Caught My Heart


Saturday, October 24, 2009

1 Year 3 Months Anniversary


Thy Heart Has Eyes Which The Brain Knows Nothing Of





It was my 1 year & 3 months anniversary with my beloved one. The day was on the 16th of October, but yet, we couldn’t meet up and celebrate. And so, on Tuesday, we finally did. We thought of watching a movie at 4pm, but then, it was like a bit tight up as he finished of late than supposed to. So, we had a late lunch in KLCC, having Teppanyaki, then we decided to watch movie at 6pm. Later on, instead of heading back home immediately, I thought of dropping by at McDonald and having our dinner 1st…and also was to get ourselves the McDonald’s Coke Contour Glass…basically just as a treat & simple gift for our anniversary. =)
Thy Heart Has Eyes Which The Brain Knows Nothing Of

Charles H. Parkhurst (Or sort of. He said almost the same thing anyway.)

(This always has been my favourite quote. And I’m making used of it in my everyday life. That what makes me see the truth that everyone kept from me. It’s hard to believe, it’s the truth.)

Monday, October 19, 2009

My Birth Year

Asyikin just took "Your Chinese Horoscope" quiz.

Dear Asyikin Amir, your Chinese zodiac is THE TIGER and below is your result :

Metal Tiger: 1950, 2010
Water Tiger: 1902, 1962
Wood Tiger: 1914, 1974
Fire Tiger: 1926, 1986
Earth Tiger: 1938, 1998

# Best sex: HORSE and DOG
# Worst nightmare: MONKEY

TIGER: The Tiger is a passionate and sexy partner. The Tiger also gets bored easily and detests the mundane and the ordinary. You are the perfect embodiment of power and passion. This sign loves flirting with the dangerous side of life. The Tiger's desire for adventure is infinite and his or her love of life is forever contagious. A natural born leader, you amaze others with your rebellious and unpredictable ways. Follow your ambitions and be in control of your destiny. The Tiger will give 100% to every endeavor and will never be considered lazy. Hard working and tremendously passionate by nature, the Tiger needs to watch out for mood swings and avoid a tendency to be overly sensitive. Deep down, you are a true romantic who is playful, sentimental and never intimidated by challenge. You will always satisfy your lover sexually and many people consider you a legendary lover once the romance has ended.

Famous Tiger People: Ho Chih Minh,Princess Anne, General Charles de Gaulle, Charles Lindbergh, Beethoven, Queen Beatrix, King Juan Carlos I, Jonas Salk, Queen Elizabeth

# Similarity to western sign : AQUARIUS
# Hours ruled by the Tiger : 3 AM - 5 AM
# Season and month : Winter - February
# Point of the compass : East - Northeast
# Mentality : Positive

Thursday, October 08, 2009

My Birthday Profile

You've been living for 23 years, 5 months, and 1 days. (to be exact = 23 y, 5 m, 10 hrs, and 20 mins)

You were born on a Wednesday.

Your date of conception was probably 14th August 1985.


You've seen 6 leap years.


Your Zodiac Sign is Taurus.


Your Chinese Zodiac Sign is
Tiger.


Your Ruling Planet is Venus.

Your Birthstone is Emerald.

  • Is believed to keep the wearer calm and healthy.
  • Signifies love.
  • You are a peace-loving person. You like children and pets. You are usually very romantic and affectionate towards your beloved.

Your Birth Flower is Lily of the Valley.
  • Symbolizes sweetness, humility, purity and hope.
  • You are a beautiful person. You are known for your practical attitude towards life. You handle difficult situations very well. Your friends consider you as a sweet person.
Your Birth Tree is Poplar Tree.

Your Birth Number is 9.
  • The Influential
  • The number is associated with luck and accomplishment.
  • You are a charming person who can make friends very easily. You like to be in control of any situation you are in. You are a compassionate person who goes out of way to help others. You are sensitive but few know it.

Time till your next Birthday 210 days 13 hours 27 mins.

Your Lucky Color is Blue or Green.

Your Lucky Day is Friday.


Your Lucky Number is Six.

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Got a glance on my old comments & thought of doing some spying...guess what I found...

Today, I stalked my damn ass stupid sucker EX boyfriend...and I feel SO damn GOOD....
It is SO hilarious I tell you...
He is the bloody hell big fat PLAYER and a damn good CHEATER...as he always is...
He is pretty sure did FOOL his current girlfriend so well...and it is not surprising...so hell remind me again the reason I dumped him...
PRETENDING that he's "so in love and loyal" (NOT) to that poor stupid DUMB girl, while FLIRTING with other girls out there secretly behind her back, with joy, trying to have MORE OTHER girlfriendS... *damn...how i wish his gf read this...so glad if she read this...*
I've once be in the girl's shoe, and I'm glad that I left...
He FOOLed 3 SO-CALLED "I'm in love with her and only her and I'm showing it off" girls before me... and now his recent girlfriend is his next victim...
And I thank that girl for being the 2nd girlfriend when I was his... which then make me caught him black-handed cheating on me and leave the parameter...
Oh yeah... I am SO OVER YOU...YOU UGLY DEMON WHO WORE A CUTE ANGLE OUTFIT!!!


Text Messages from Him



30 September 2009





12 September 2009


He kept saying beautiful things with his wonderful words to me.

I’m amazed.

Text Messages


Ramalan Ahli Nujum






I was browsing the facebook, and had a glance on my cousin’s profile info… This is what I caught…


Translation photo 1 ~

The fortune-teller says “you’ll get pregnant soon


The funny thing is, my cousin is a guy.

Then, I click on to the fortune-teller application…guess what I’ve got….


Translation photo 2 ~

The fortune-teller says “no need to take care of your health so badly….you don’t have much time left


So this is what I thought…. “yeahhh….he’s nuts okay”

This cat has a lot of nerves doing that.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Country Story Quest




finally i got my quest to get a dog completed… yeayyy!!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I'm a Republican??

Currently there are 10 different types of things the test can name you as. [Democrat, Hardcore Democrat, Republican, Hardcore Republican, Libertarian, Hardcore Libertarian, Moderate, Traditional Democrat, NeoConservative, and Collectivist].

  • You will be a Democrat/Hardcore Democrat if you scored as a progressive and a social capitalist.
  • You will be a Republican/Hardcore Republican if you score as a conservative and a capitalist purist.
  • You will be a NeoConservative if you scored as a conservative, capitalist purist, and militarist.
  • You will be a Traditional Democrat if you scored as a progressive, social capitalist, and militarist.
  • You will be a Libertarian/Hardcore Libertarian if you scored as a capitalist purist and a libertarian.
  • You will be a Collectivist if you scored as a social capitalist and an authoritarian.
  • You will be a Moderate if none of the above applied to you.


Conservative vs Progressive

If your score was from 0 to 3, you are a social conservative. You believe in traditional values, and care first and foremost about your country, your family, and your religion. You dislike the agenda of the left because you see them as trying to destroy these things.

If you had a score that was from 4 to 8, You are a social moderate. You think the progressive movement is overall well meaning, but sometimes it goes too far. On issues like abortion and affirmative action, you see the negatives of both extremes on the issue. You probably value religion, but at the same time you think it should still stay separate from the government

If you had a score that was from 9 to 12, You are a social progressive. You generally consider yourself a humanist first. You probably think that religion and patriotism go too far in society. You probably consider yourself to be a citizen of Earth first rather than a citizen of your country.


Capitalist Purist vs
Social Capitalist


If your score was from 0 to 3, you're a Capitalist Purist. You believe that the market should be completely free, and that the invisible hand of the market will make sure that the people get what they want and will do it in the most efficient way possible. You believe in small government, less taxes, and more privatization.

If your score was from 4 to 8, you are a Moderate Capitalist. You support an economy that is by and large a free market, but has public programs to help people who can't help themselves or need a little help. Pretty much you believe in the American economy how it currently is.

If your score was from 9 to 12, you're a Social Capitalist, you think that, left to its own, Capitalism leaves a lot of people behind. You think that Health Care should be free to all, that the minimum wage should be raised, and that the government should provide jobs to all that are capable of having them. You likely hated the Bush tax cuts, and believe that the middle class has gotten poorer, and the rich have gotten richer over the past several years. The far extreme of social capitalism is socialism.



Libertarian vs Authoritarian

If your score was from 0 to 3, you're libertarian (socially). You think that the government is making way too many unnecessary laws that are taking away our innate rights. You believe that the government's job is primarily to protect people from harming other people, but after that they should mind their own business, and if we give the government too much power in controlling our lives, it can lead to fascism.

If your score was from 4 to 8, you're a Moderate. You think that we all have certain inalienable rights that must be protected, but that sometimes laws need to be made to protect the majority's lives or quality of lives. You might think that the 2nd amendment isn't necessary anymore because letting everyone a gun is extremely dangerous to the community. You might also be against illegal drug use or public pornography because of its possible harmful effects to society.

If your score was from 9 to 12, you're an Authoritarian. You believe that that, left to their own, many people will do immoral or harmful things. You despise drug users, pornography, violence, and all other things that you consider immoral. You think children need to be protected from seeing these things so it doesn't warp their minds, and that the will of the majority sometimes is more important than the rights of the minority.


Pacifist vs Militarist

If your score was from 0 to 3, you're a Pacifist. You are angered that the United States thinks it should dominate the world through its military force. You think that the only time war is necessary is when we are in direct danger of being attacked. You also believe the US spends way too much of its money on defense, as we can practically cut it in half and still easily defend ourselves, and use that money to fix all our economic problems.

If your score was from 4 to 8, you're a Moderate. You think that in very rare occasions, the United States should invade a country in order to make the world better by spreading democracy or ending a tyrants rule. You also think that defense is very important, and we shouldn't lower the defense budget. You think that, while the Iraq War probably was a mistake, that we can make the world a better place by sticking with it and spreading democracy in the middle east.

If your score was from 9 to 12, you're a Militarist. You believe that since the United States has so much power in the world, it has a responsibility to keep the world safe. You think that if the US does not exert its power in the world, it may eventually lose its power, and that we can not look weak in the face of terrorists, and must take them out where they live.




The Quiz & My Result


The following are your scores. They are based on a gradual range of 0 to 12. For instance, a Conservative/Progressive score of 3 and 0 will both yield a result of social conservative, yet 0 would be an extreme conservative and 3 a moderate conservative


Conservative/Progressive score: 5
You are a social moderate. You think the progressive movement is overall well meaning, but sometimes it goes too far. On issues like abortion and affirmative action, you see the negatives of both extremes on the issue. You probably value religion, but at the same time you think it should still stay separate from the government


Capitalist Purist/Social Capitalist score: 3
You're a Capitalist Purist. You believe that the market should be completely free, and that the invisible hand of the market will make sure that the people get what they want and will do it in the most efficient way possible. You believe in small government, less taxes, and more privatization.


Libertarian/Authoritarian score: 8
You're a Moderate. You think that we all have certain inalienable rights that must be protected, but that sometimes laws need to be made to protect the majority's lives or quality of lives. You might think that the 2nd amendment isn't necessary anymore because letting everyone a gun is extremely dangerous to the community. You might also be against illegal drug use or public pornography because of its possible harmful effects to society.


Pacifist/Militarist score: 5
You're a Moderate. You think that in very rare occasions, the United States should invade a country in order to make the world better by spreading democracy or ending a tyrants rule. You also think that defense is very important, and we shouldn't lower the defense budget. You think that, while the Iraq War probably was a mistake, that we can make the world a better place by sticking with it and spreading democracy in the middle east.



Overall, you would most likely fit into the category of
Republican


Monday, September 14, 2009





The person we love, won’t exactly love us just the way we do to them. But the person who love us, is for sure will know how to appreciate us. Isn’t it a beautiful thing if the person that we love, love us back exactly just like we do?





Well…he did… =)

Text Messages




Since the 1st start, what I know is that my bf is so jealous of knowing me with any other guy. Until he caught my mind making me thinking…if even I were with his own brother, he would be jealous too. And it is ridiculous.

I mean, when he got to know that I’m with some guy, he would be like so jealous even if it was his own friend…our friend actually, who is my best friend…our close friend to be exact. Until he put in his thought that I will be going for that guy. WTH? Who is he kidding? The guy is like no stranger to him and he actually put his mind to actually thinks that way? What was he thinking? If it’s a stranger to him, it would be understandable. But its not. Even if when the guy is my long time so very close best friend, who is more like a brother to me, he thinks the same way too.

So I was like…duhh..come on, its not like I have a crush on them or something, and they are like totally not into me, so why on earth he would think like that? I don’t get it. He should like stop being that jealous you know. It was so absurd.

And this morning, when I was remembering the message he sent me 4 days ago like for so many times, which is because…I don’t know why actually…I kinda like that message and it just caught my mind so greatly which made me thought of it over and over again regardless of what I do.

I mean, yeah, I know, being jealous is because of love, but he’s like being so blindly jealous. And it is not healthy at all.


But then…it finally hit me. He wasn’t being jealous because he don’t like it. He’s just being insecure because he was afraid. That’s what its all about. And since now I have finally figured it out, its all make sense to me. But still, he has got to stop being so blindly jealous like that.

The Person Who Love Back


Text Messages


Saturday, September 12, 2009

Squshy















My virtual petI call her, Squshy…

Squshy is a female Yorkie, born March 17, 2009 and last adopted September 3, 2009. She is 5 months old. She’s adorable and cuddly, and I LOVE her. Love my Squshy.

http://www.foopets.com/member/16719262

Friday, September 11, 2009

Activity 4 d DAY

Facebook-ing since 3.30pm with GAMES…n lOads of it…




Achievements ~


FarmVille… Levelled up = DONE


Pet Society… Levelled up = DONE

Restaurant City… Levelled up = DONE

YoVille… Levelled up = DONE


(Lil) Farm Life… Levelled up = DONE





Yeayyy… !!!


Wednesday, July 29, 2009


Time has past, n I'v been coping wit evryting.

Althou there's much of d problems...argueing, screaming, shouting, hurting n all... my life has been good lately.
I'm 23...n less den a year to 24... n I've gained so much of experiences... frenz come n go, partner stop by n leav...
classes... work... activities... really change me into 1 hell of a bold n strong human being...
Being tis wonderful...is marvelous...

I've learnt n finally got to powerfully control my surroundings... I'd say "NO" whenever dat I feels like it, n no1 can do nting...
It's my life... y would I keep in silence n nodd to whatever dat people says n wants me to do? I noe what's best for me more den any1... I even noe what's best 4 people dat I care more den dey do...

So, there I am... keeping myself relax most of d time...do my own stuff...
don't care if people don't like it...coz if people don't like it, so hell to dem...s if I care dat dey don't....

N my love story... it seems to be pretty good these days... n I'm glad to say dat I'v finally got it all
together...for a year now....yeah...1 whole year... There's hole here n there, but it still standing...
I'v tried to cope with it, n I tink I'v gained success...

D best part is, he love me so much dat no othe guy hv ever did n could neve do... Sure there's 1 who did b4, but I'v destroyed it n there's no way of me getting back dat chance ever again...
I also did hv my heart goes run around all over d place once at that 1 point of time...
N frankly...right now...at tis moment...since a week back....I don't care anymore...I don't care about other guys...d guys dat I've once put my heart on them... Coz now I alredy hv sum1, n dat sum1 is juz so damn
wonderful....n he's my true prince charming...


My classes for my final semester starts next week, n I'm still not sure of my mission... I might be working part-time coz I only have 1 class a week...
yeah, that's rite... only 1 class a week... cool huh?...
Den, I hv no idea yet of what 2 do... I might continue to honest...n den master..or I might just start working...
I have sum wishlist to fulfill....buy a laptop...buy a car... n maybe sum entertainments...psp perhaps...or ps3...haha.... yeahh... ouhh...n a camera...video cam... n sum othe stuff....
Owh...I also met sum new frens.... well, its my hunn's... not sum actually...juz twO... haha.... They r quite ok... hv been hanging out wit den a couple of times.... n I'v planned to go way up to Genting next week... frens r totally invited... too bad my sis could come.... maybe would stay over...there r
sum chances....
So, ya.... 2 more days...n I'm out of here...gudbye work...n hello new semester...



Sunday, April 19, 2009

Qie & Tail by Adie Ashburn

Pemenang Anugerah Khas Juri, Anugerah Karyawan Muda 2008


Video Majlis Penyerahan Trofi & 'Mock Cheque' di Angkasapuri pada 18 April 2009.
Sambungan video 'short animation film Qie & Tail'