Since the 1st start, what I know is that my bf is so jealous of knowing me with any other guy. Until he caught my mind making me thinking…if even I were with his own brother, he would be jealous too. And it is ridiculous.
I mean, when he got to know that I’m with some guy, he would be like so jealous even if it was his own friend…our friend actually, who is my best friend…our close friend to be exact. Until he put in his thought that I will be going for that guy. WTH? Who is he kidding? The guy is like no stranger to him and he actually put his mind to actually thinks that way? What was he thinking? If it’s a stranger to him, it would be understandable. But its not. Even if when the guy is my long time so very close best friend, who is more like a brother to me, he thinks the same way too.
So I was like…duhh..come on, its not like I have a crush on them or something, and they are like totally not into me, so why on earth he would think like that? I don’t get it. He should like stop being that jealous you know. It was so absurd.
And this morning, when I was remembering the message he sent me 4 days ago like for so many times, which is because…I don’t know why actually…I kinda like that message and it just caught my mind so greatly which made me thought of it over and over again regardless of what I do.
I mean, yeah, I know, being jealous is because of love, but he’s like being so blindly jealous. And it is not healthy at all.
But then…it finally hit me. He wasn’t being jealous because he don’t like it. He’s just being insecure because he was afraid. That’s what its all about. And since now I have finally figured it out, its all make sense to me. But still, he has got to stop being so blindly jealous like that.
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