"I CHERISH MY FRIENDS WHEN I CALLED ONE 'A FRIEND'. AND I HAVE THEIR BACK FOR THOSE WHO ARE NEAR ME.
THOSE THAT I HELD AS A FRIEND, THEY WILL NOT ONLY BE A FRIEND, BUT THEY ARE A FAMILY."

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Quiz: What is the first letter of the person's name who loves you.

Result:


MRH860728

haha... seronok pulak kuar td... dgn BFF aku yg dah 14thn kenal.... dan kwn... dan kwn.... dan kwn.... dan kwn.... cukup 4kali kn? huhu....

da lame xjumpe ni, mcm2 kisah lame trungkit dr 14thn lepas.... hehe... seronok je.... gelak teringatkan kisah2 silam.... byk betul kisah2 menarik ktrg... klakar.... pelik.... menarik.... merajuk.... sume ade.... tp gado je xpenah....

xkire la ape ktrg lalui.... die tetap still ade je kt situ.... & still baek dgn aku.... tlg aku.... syg ko beb.... jarang jumpe.... tp still rapat.... ble jumpe, rapat mcm hr2 jumpe....

dulu skola naek bas same2.... tgu bas same2.... haha... duduk dekat, jumpe nye tidak.... jumpe time tgu bas aunty dtg amik kt sentul je... pstu abis skola rendah.... aku pindah skola, then xjumpe2 da... skali je jumpe kn.... abis skola menengah, jumpe balik.... keje same2 kt renaissance.... abis keje lepak same2 minum kt cafe.... pstu, tgu van sampai anto balik pn same2.... xpenah lekang....

then, aku msuk pkn, xjumpe pulak... haha.... tiap kali nk jumpe, ade je hal... tp contact mesti.... ni baru la dpt jumpe balik... and alkisah 14thn ktrg bsame...mmg aku xlupe... haha.... bile cerita2 balik... same2 gelak.... nak kate rindu tu....xsgt, mungkin sbb da biase xjumpe kot....

anyway, he always got my back.... sampaikan dulu bf aku gado ngn aku pn pepagi bute kul 1pg tu, die la jgk yg tlg aku g kejar pujuk bf aku tu.... adoiyaiii... -_-" anyway, thanks dear... u r the best!

so, papepn, aku seronok keluar dgn ko td.... n nnt kte hangout lg k beb.... syg ko kuat2.... >_<

Monday, January 24, 2011

i wish this would help

MEA : 92 @ 93
MS: 63 @ 18
MF: 52 @ ?
MR: 43 @ 42
MW: 42 @ 42
AH: 31 @ 31

nope....still not helping....

M.F. 25/12/04


24/1/2011 - aku mimpi, sesuatu yg tak mungkin aku akan dpt lupakan. seakan2 bukan mimpi. tapi, apakah maksud mimpi ku itu? adakah dia akan kembali? mimpi itu, sangat jelas. masih jelas walaupun bila ku tersedar dari tidur. segala kata2, juga masih jelas. wajahnya. juga jelas. adik? dia ada adik ke? hmm.... jelas sungguh, seperti, bukan mimpi. adik nya berjumpa dengannya, berbual seketika, perbualan yg sangat singkat, tapi jelas, dan penuh maksud, yang akhirnya meminta dia untuk pulang kembali sementara berpeluang, sementara masih ada ruang untuk dia kembali. dan jelas, perasaannya, yg aku tak pasti, tapi jelas, dia seperti masih memendam. memendam sesuatu yg telah lama. hmmm....dia tanya "macam mana dapat tau?", dengan rasa yang tidak dapat digambarkan, tapi, tenang, dan mendalam. adik dia kata, "kenapa tak bagitau?" kalau tau, dah disuruh kembali. di lihat adiknya, seperti, sedih, seperti, sedih kerana dapat tau perasaan dia yg dia telah pendam sekian lama, seolah2 seperti menyeksa dirinya, yg mana, adiknya tak mahu dia tersiksa, dan mahukan dia bahagia. yg mana, adiknya tahu, apa yg dia pendam itulah yg akan membuatnya bahagia. adakah itu semua benar? adakah itu yg dia rasakan selama ini? adakah selama ini, aku, dia pendam? hanya Tuhan saja yg tahu.

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Karma

"What goes around, comes around" that is KARMA.
And it is true. Not just a phrase that people can simply ignore.
I have been through this loads of time, and what goes around, does comes back around.
Either you did it to someone and you got it back from others. Or, someone did it to you and you did it back to others.
You won't realize that its true, until you stop and look back for the things that has been done.
And I don't need to look far, KARMA is definitely chasing me through my love life.
I hope my final step that I might be taking soon, will be the end of the chase.